22. February 2009 by Katey.

Every girl has that certain boy who will mean the world to her. Forever and always. He will make her laugh, smile, fall in love, get mad, go crazy and worst of all cry. But no matter how much he hurts her, one thing will stay the same, the way she feels about him. One day he asked her “How much do you love me?” She replies “Put your head on my heart and feel how fast it beats.” People ask “What’s so special about him?” But, she can’t tell you because she’s afraid if she does you might try to take her place. She could kiss one million boys and it wouldn’t come close to just holding his hand, walking down the street. She sees a nice boy but then takes a minute to think who is constantly on her mind. When she kisses him, there nowhere else she’s rather be, and who she would most like to be with at that particular time, It’s him. When she thinks of him she smiles to much her cheeks ache, she get butterflies to the point she feels sick, her heart beats so fast she could have a heart attack. When someone means as much to you as he does to her, you only think about you and him. She gets angry sometime, not at him. But, because she can’t find the right words or an action big enough to show just how much he really means to her. her and him together, they could make the world jealous. Being in love is not when you think you are. It’s when the people around you can tell. It’s strange thinking you’re going to spend the rest of your life with one person. but, when it’s that certain boy, you cant nothing more then that. So if you love someone tell them because broken hearts are often cause by unspoken words.

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22. November 2008 by Katey.

You’ll always be my one and only,
the one I’ll never forget.
The times we share are always special,
memories, I won’t ever regret.

I care for you deeply
and give to you my heart.
I always knew you could be the one for me,
I fell in love with you, right from the start.

All I want to do is hold you close
and never let you go.
Tell me you’ll stay here with me,
please, don’t tell me, ‘No’.

Your love comforts me at night,
it never leaves me lonely.
You’re all I’ll ever need in life,
you are truly my one and only

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22. November 2008 by Katey.

don’t say forever if you’re not gonna stay. don’t hug me tight then just go away. don’t hold my hand if you’re gonna let it go. don’t say you’ll be there if you’re not gonna show. don’t promise me things you just can’t do. && please don’t make me fall in love with you.♥

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20. November 2008 by Katey.

I’m relatively picky about relationships,
and I’m starting to believe that there’s nobody who is this perfect.

No, I’m not going to lie and say that looks don’t matter, because they do. They’re just not everything.

I think facial hair and overly obsessive people are such a turn off.

I want someone who will make their heart a challenge to get to but will prove to me that they’re worth working for.

I want someone who will listen to what I have to say and not blow it off with an “I’m sorry.”

I want someone that will understand me and my thoughts and eventually know me better than I know myself.

I want someone who will cuddle up right next to me, and just lay there holding me.

I want someone who will hold my hand, even if it’s just across the hallway.

I want someone who will kiss me on my lips, cheak, and forehead.

I want somoene who will wrap their arms around me and just stand there with my head leaning on their chest.

I want someone who will skip down the road with me while holding my hand.

I want someone who I can joke around, and be silly with but be serious as well.

I want someone who will always be honest with me, even when everything is wrong.

I want someone who will tickle and laugh with me.

I want someone who could careless what I look like, even without make-up and straightened hair.

I want someone who won’t be afraid to cry in front of me and/or spill their heart out.

I want someone who will love and care for my personality.

I want someone who will watch movies and be lazy with me.

I want someone who will call me to tell me that they miss me right after we were together.

I want someone who will sleep with me, not for sex, and just cuddle each other to sleep.

I want to be able to wake up to their body next to mine, the sound of their voice, or their kisses.

I want to be able to feel more comfortable around them than I am with anyone else.

I want someone who can just be themselves and not have to worry about their flaws.

I want someone who I can talk to for hours about absolutely nothing.

I want someone that will be able to work things out when things go wrong, and not give up.

I want someone who I can be hyper and act like a total idiot with.

I want someone that will let me take care of them even when they’re not sick.

I want someone that won’t feel greedy when I buy them something.

I want to be able to call them mine and only mine.

I want to be able to mess up their hair and tell them how cute they are.

I want to be able to kiss THEM on the forehead.

I want someone who will let me show them off to the world.

I want someone who I’ll be able to call/text to tell them that I miss and love them.

I want someone who can be serious with me, and be able to show the world that we’re in love.

I want someone who won’t love me any more or less than I love them.

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8. November 2008 by Katey.

Do you remember i love you. Do you remember how much in love we were? Do you remember those times we spent endless hours on the phone? Do you remember singing too me over the phone? Do you remember those long walks we took? Do you remember how i told you i wanted to be with you forever? Do you remember anything we had? Babe we had that little think i like to call love. You have no clue how deeply in love i still am with you. I remember everything about our relationship. When you ended it with me, Do you remember me crying my heart and sould out? i spent endless hours crying over you. I took a razor slicing my wrists too bleed out the pain you left inside me. Do you remember how much in love we were? How much i cried over you? But most importantly, Will you remember me?

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27. October 2008 by Katey.

I want a boy who will be true to me

unlike

the rest;

I don’t want him to be perfect, I want him to be able to laugh at me when I fall down but then help me up, to make silly Inside jokes that only we can really laugh about, who would shove Ice cream In my face, who will wrestle with me, who shows me off to his friends constantly, who shares at least some of the same interests as me, someone who will kiss me in the rain, who will give me piggy back rides, who will take the cutest pictures that not even photobucket has, someone who will kiss me at random times, tell me he loves me randomly, who treats me with respect, someone who doesn’t just want sex, someone who won’t use me to get with my friends or anything, someone who will call our relationship true, someone who i can fight with over who loves who more, someone who will never hit me, I want someone who i can fight with but five seconds later be all lovey dovey with, I wanna hear the little kids going ‘ewe, their all gooshy mooshy’, I want someone who will go to the park to play on the swings or the slide with me, someone who won’t judge me for who i am, someone who won’t try and change me, someone who will always want to be with me but not be mad if i have different plans with my friends or anything, someone who will take me to the movies on Friday nights just to secretly show me off to all the jealous guys, someone who will tell me how beautiful i really am inside and out, who will call me at four In the morning to tell me he can’t stop thinking about me, Someone who will sit and just talk to me on the phone all night talking about the most random and cutest things, who sings the cutest songs to me, who doesn’t think me sleeping with stuffed animals still Is stupid, for him to wrap his arms around me & tell me how much he loves me, someone to look at the stars with, watch movies on Sunday afternoon’s & just cuddle, someone who Isin’t selfish and doesn’t mind me being the child that I still am, to sneak out at night just to give me kisses & hold me before he goes to sleep, to be able to fall asleep In his arms and wake up to the warmth of his body next to mine, I want to be able to call him not only my boyfriend but my best friend, I want to be his one and only, his highschool sweetheart that he tells his kids about when he gets older. I don’t want him to be to shy to make the first move, to ask me anything & everything for advice, but most of all;

I just want to find that boy who actually loves me for once.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

you thought you had me fooled
sorry babe, you’re gonna get overruled
you thought I couldnt live without you
hun, i dont even wanna think about you
you thought you had me in the palm of your hand
now i’m slipping through your fingers like sand
I’m not waiting for you to make up your mind
sorry but im just not the kind
yes. i’ll miss your kisses.
and i’ll miss your face
i’ll miss you holding me in your arms
and if you werent there i’d call you just in case
i’ll miss our late night phone calls
and holding your hand
i’ll miss everything about you
but i’ll have to get over it and,
you’re probably thinking “yeah right, she’s crazy”
that might be true.
but only for you baby.
i hate how i want you still
and you dont even care
you only like me a “little”
thats what you said after you promised you’d always be there.
you promised you’d love me forever
but forever’s a long time hun
so as soon as that slut came along
you just knew you had to run
so now that i’ve told you this
you know i would never do that to you
and i know you’ll never find someone else like me
they usually never do
so i guess i just poured my heart out for you
and now i’m taking it back
i’m gonna stop wasting my time wishing
honey.
i’m kinda over you
but i still think of you when i hear every slow song
and i cry sometimes just thinking about how you did me wrong.
and you thought i wouldnt ever be strong enough to move on.
but umm sweetie.
you thought wrong.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

She walked through the hallways lonely and depressed. She was always
self-conscious of how she dressed. She always wanted to impress one
special guy. Every minute of everyday she would try and try. She always
looked at him from across the room. Every time she thinks of him her
heart goes boom. She wants him to love and hold her close. He was the
one she adores most. She really wanted to ask him out. But her heart
would be full of doubt.She thinks of him everyday. She always tries to
think of things to say. She wants him to notice her so bad. She thinks
of the good times they could have had.She wants him and her to be
together always. And from across the room she would gaze. She kept all
her love and feelings stuck inside. She couldn’t figure out why she
wanted it all to hide.She tried to get together all the things she
would have said. But she couldn’t get it all straight in her head. She
was thinking to herself maybe there isn’t any real way. She worried
about herself every single day. Then she finally found out he liked
another girl. And once it hit her, it gave her head a whirl. She
finally decided that she would never be good enough for him. Once she
figured it out it made her day very dim. She found out that he would
love her, never. And that she wouldn’t be good enough for him, ever.

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