22. February 2009 by Katey.

Every girl has that certain boy who will mean the world to her. Forever and always. He will make her laugh, smile, fall in love, get mad, go crazy and worst of all cry. But no matter how much he hurts her, one thing will stay the same, the way she feels about him. One day he asked her “How much do you love me?” She replies “Put your head on my heart and feel how fast it beats.” People ask “What’s so special about him?” But, she can’t tell you because she’s afraid if she does you might try to take her place. She could kiss one million boys and it wouldn’t come close to just holding his hand, walking down the street. She sees a nice boy but then takes a minute to think who is constantly on her mind. When she kisses him, there nowhere else she’s rather be, and who she would most like to be with at that particular time, It’s him. When she thinks of him she smiles to much her cheeks ache, she get butterflies to the point she feels sick, her heart beats so fast she could have a heart attack. When someone means as much to you as he does to her, you only think about you and him. She gets angry sometime, not at him. But, because she can’t find the right words or an action big enough to show just how much he really means to her. her and him together, they could make the world jealous. Being in love is not when you think you are. It’s when the people around you can tell. It’s strange thinking you’re going to spend the rest of your life with one person. but, when it’s that certain boy, you cant nothing more then that. So if you love someone tell them because broken hearts are often cause by unspoken words.

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22. November 2008 by Katey.

don’t say forever if you’re not gonna stay. don’t hug me tight then just go away. don’t hold my hand if you’re gonna let it go. don’t say you’ll be there if you’re not gonna show. don’t promise me things you just can’t do. && please don’t make me fall in love with you.♥

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20. November 2008 by Katey.

I’m relatively picky about relationships,
and I’m starting to believe that there’s nobody who is this perfect.

No, I’m not going to lie and say that looks don’t matter, because they do. They’re just not everything.

I think facial hair and overly obsessive people are such a turn off.

I want someone who will make their heart a challenge to get to but will prove to me that they’re worth working for.

I want someone who will listen to what I have to say and not blow it off with an “I’m sorry.”

I want someone that will understand me and my thoughts and eventually know me better than I know myself.

I want someone who will cuddle up right next to me, and just lay there holding me.

I want someone who will hold my hand, even if it’s just across the hallway.

I want someone who will kiss me on my lips, cheak, and forehead.

I want somoene who will wrap their arms around me and just stand there with my head leaning on their chest.

I want someone who will skip down the road with me while holding my hand.

I want someone who I can joke around, and be silly with but be serious as well.

I want someone who will always be honest with me, even when everything is wrong.

I want someone who will tickle and laugh with me.

I want someone who could careless what I look like, even without make-up and straightened hair.

I want someone who won’t be afraid to cry in front of me and/or spill their heart out.

I want someone who will love and care for my personality.

I want someone who will watch movies and be lazy with me.

I want someone who will call me to tell me that they miss me right after we were together.

I want someone who will sleep with me, not for sex, and just cuddle each other to sleep.

I want to be able to wake up to their body next to mine, the sound of their voice, or their kisses.

I want to be able to feel more comfortable around them than I am with anyone else.

I want someone who can just be themselves and not have to worry about their flaws.

I want someone who I can talk to for hours about absolutely nothing.

I want someone that will be able to work things out when things go wrong, and not give up.

I want someone who I can be hyper and act like a total idiot with.

I want someone that will let me take care of them even when they’re not sick.

I want someone that won’t feel greedy when I buy them something.

I want to be able to call them mine and only mine.

I want to be able to mess up their hair and tell them how cute they are.

I want to be able to kiss THEM on the forehead.

I want someone who will let me show them off to the world.

I want someone who I’ll be able to call/text to tell them that I miss and love them.

I want someone who can be serious with me, and be able to show the world that we’re in love.

I want someone who won’t love me any more or less than I love them.

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8. November 2008 by Katey.

Do you remember i love you. Do you remember how much in love we were? Do you remember those times we spent endless hours on the phone? Do you remember singing too me over the phone? Do you remember those long walks we took? Do you remember how i told you i wanted to be with you forever? Do you remember anything we had? Babe we had that little think i like to call love. You have no clue how deeply in love i still am with you. I remember everything about our relationship. When you ended it with me, Do you remember me crying my heart and sould out? i spent endless hours crying over you. I took a razor slicing my wrists too bleed out the pain you left inside me. Do you remember how much in love we were? How much i cried over you? But most importantly, Will you remember me?

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1. November 2008 by Katey.

1. So let’s drink to the truth. Let’s speak through drunken minds & say how much
we truly love each other & tomorrow, we can go back to pretending that we hate each other.

2. He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew… So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect.

3. && I don’t understand by the way you look at me why we can’t be together.

4. I just want a different ending to our same old story. Let’s try & make it last this time & prove them all wrong.

5. No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him.
Some may call it stupid. I call it love.

6. She may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows the only time she’s truely happy is when she’s with him.

7. & I think that I’m impressed with you one night stands & your contagious kiss. I’m trying to get this right. Yeah. ‘Cause I’m rediculous like that.

8. Let’s kiss in the rain…
Where the rain is so hard that the only thing we can see is each other.

9. Don’t make her wait for you, just
because you know she will.

10. She closes her eyes, as make-up runs…
He got the best of her.

11. So what if I think too much or if I over analyze things.
So what if I can’t eat or sleep… At least you’ll know why. You’re always on my mind.

12. So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers.
Let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who won’t ask me to be what he needs, but let’s me exist as I am.

13. let’s just drink to get drunk,
and tell each other everything.
for a drunkin mind ;
speaks a sober heart.

14. he means the world to her
&& doesn’t even know it

15. && everytime i try to give up
hope whispers “ONE MORE TRY…”

16. the best kind of kiss is the un-expected ; unplanned
ones that come naturally. like, in the middle of a sentence

17. i wanna kill you . . .
but i`d kill for you all the time<3

18. t o o h a r d t o f a k e i t
nothing can replace it

19. drama — lies — tears
..teenage years.

20. SHE D0ES,
SHE DiD
&& SHE'LL
D0 iT AGAiN.

21. neveroverlookwhatsrightinfrontofyoureyes.

22. eVeRy TiMe We KiSS
.. i SWeAR i CAN FLY

23. and so i'll sleep this life away,
because my dreams are so sweet;
now that your in them.
i don't want to leave this place without you

24. she wipes off the black rivers
running down her un-made cheeks.
she takes a deep breath in and
steadies herself. she can do
this, keep going, pull through;;
t h e-s h o w-m u s t-g o-o n

25. i have more feelings for you,
than any other girl ever will.

26. sleep is overrated
we stay awake and cry
if this is love, than kill me now
and save me from my life

27. he looked at me & said,
"do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get?
you shoot-&-miss kind of deal.
like, no matter what, you can't have it,
but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
i looked at him, stared at him for a second,
& replied, "everyday…"

28. even if you & her are together, I guess that won't change us right?
We'll still be friends, We'll still laugh together..
We'll still smile at each other are friendship will still be there,
& we'll be ok..won't we?

29. LOVE. MY DRUG
HiS SOUR LiPS THE
POiSON. && HiS HEART
MY ADDiCTiON

30. falling for him once: temptation
falling for him twice: destiny
getting your heart broken: a mistake
letting it happen again: unstoppable

31. since i've seen you i haven't been the same
it seem's everytime i see you i gasp for air<3

32. i want to be with you
`till death&after it.

33. i never belived in "love at first site"
well until the day i saw you..

34. she's just another girl believing
in something that will never happen.

35. [ guys are like stars ]
there are millions of them
but only one will make your dreams come true

36. the hardest thing in this world is to find someone
who knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes but still loves everything about you.

37. if my radio breaks,
will you sing to me?

38. in the end, you`ll be happy.
& if you`re not happy, it`s not the end.

39. Isn`t if funny how day-by-day
nothing changes, but then when
you look back, everything is different

40. love is about being cute and stupid together
not being in bed together.

41. You can't tell your heart what to do it does it all on it's own

42. she's an artist
a painter actually;
see that 'smile' on her face?
well it's her most famous piece

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31. October 2008 by Katey.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

-EE Cummings-

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

Im Sorry.

-that i dont act like someone else to get noticed

-that i do my own thing

-that i experiment

-that im not so skinny that you can see all my bones

-im sorry

-that i dont give a fuck

-that i dont judge

-that i treat ppl how i know they should be treated

-but most of all

-im sorry im not fake.

-im sorry i dont do any sports

-that i dont think that my opinions dont matter

-im not “popular”

-that i chose things that make me feel better

-i dont wear hollister and american eagle

-im not a slut

-i wont drop my pants for you in a second

-im sorry

-im sorry that i wasted your time

85%

of the girls at my school think that they can walk all over people that arent like them.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

i see youh everyday with that one chick..and i keep thinkin how that could have been us..i see youh everywere i go..no matter how bad i dont wanna..i just really wanna be with youh..i glance your way and youh look towards me and for a second are eyes meet and then i look away cause i dont want youh to know..but then i do cause maybe something will happen..but what if nothing does…

Life is tO shOrt tO wake up in tha mOrnin with regretz, sO lOve tha ppl whO treat chu right. fOrget bOut tha Onez whO dOnt. & Belive dat errythin happenz fa a reasOn. If yu get a chance, take it. If it changez yur life, Let it. nObOdy said it wOuld be easy. Dey just prOmised it wOuld. BE WORTH IT!

[.♥i’VE TRiED REALLY HARD TOo GET OVER YOU// DOiN THiNGS LiKE KEEPiN BUSY && HANGOUT WiTH FRiENDS BUT i’VE COME TOo THA CONCLUSiON THAT i’M NeVEr GOiNG TOo GET OVER YU// i WANT THiNGS TOo BE LiKE THEY WERE… YOU KNO THE “GOOD TiMES” LiKE OUR LATE NiGHT CONVOS ABoUT ANYTHiNG THA WAYYY WE USED TOo JUSS SiT THERE && LoOK AT EACHOTHER && SAY NOTHiNG AT ALL BUT KNEW WAT EACHOTHER WAS THiNKiN// BUT THOOSE TiMES ARE UP && i’M PRETTY SURE THEY WiLL NEVER BE AGAiN// JUSS THA THoUGHT oF YOU USED TOo MAKE ME SMiLE// YOU WERE MY EVERYTHiNG♥.]

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