26. October 2008 by Katey.

you thought you had me fooled
sorry babe, you’re gonna get overruled
you thought I couldnt live without you
hun, i dont even wanna think about you
you thought you had me in the palm of your hand
now i’m slipping through your fingers like sand
I’m not waiting for you to make up your mind
sorry but im just not the kind
yes. i’ll miss your kisses.
and i’ll miss your face
i’ll miss you holding me in your arms
and if you werent there i’d call you just in case
i’ll miss our late night phone calls
and holding your hand
i’ll miss everything about you
but i’ll have to get over it and,
you’re probably thinking “yeah right, she’s crazy”
that might be true.
but only for you baby.
i hate how i want you still
and you dont even care
you only like me a “little”
thats what you said after you promised you’d always be there.
you promised you’d love me forever
but forever’s a long time hun
so as soon as that slut came along
you just knew you had to run
so now that i’ve told you this
you know i would never do that to you
and i know you’ll never find someone else like me
they usually never do
so i guess i just poured my heart out for you
and now i’m taking it back
i’m gonna stop wasting my time wishing
honey.
i’m kinda over you
but i still think of you when i hear every slow song
and i cry sometimes just thinking about how you did me wrong.
and you thought i wouldnt ever be strong enough to move on.
but umm sweetie.
you thought wrong.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

Im Sorry.

-that i dont act like someone else to get noticed

-that i do my own thing

-that i experiment

-that im not so skinny that you can see all my bones

-im sorry

-that i dont give a fuck

-that i dont judge

-that i treat ppl how i know they should be treated

-but most of all

-im sorry im not fake.

-im sorry i dont do any sports

-that i dont think that my opinions dont matter

-im not “popular”

-that i chose things that make me feel better

-i dont wear hollister and american eagle

-im not a slut

-i wont drop my pants for you in a second

-im sorry

-im sorry that i wasted your time

85%

of the girls at my school think that they can walk all over people that arent like them.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

She walked through the hallways lonely and depressed. She was always
self-conscious of how she dressed. She always wanted to impress one
special guy. Every minute of everyday she would try and try. She always
looked at him from across the room. Every time she thinks of him her
heart goes boom. She wants him to love and hold her close. He was the
one she adores most. She really wanted to ask him out. But her heart
would be full of doubt.She thinks of him everyday. She always tries to
think of things to say. She wants him to notice her so bad. She thinks
of the good times they could have had.She wants him and her to be
together always. And from across the room she would gaze. She kept all
her love and feelings stuck inside. She couldn’t figure out why she
wanted it all to hide.She tried to get together all the things she
would have said. But she couldn’t get it all straight in her head. She
was thinking to herself maybe there isn’t any real way. She worried
about herself every single day. Then she finally found out he liked
another girl. And once it hit her, it gave her head a whirl. She
finally decided that she would never be good enough for him. Once she
figured it out it made her day very dim. She found out that he would
love her, never. And that she wouldn’t be good enough for him, ever.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

i see youh everyday with that one chick..and i keep thinkin how that could have been us..i see youh everywere i go..no matter how bad i dont wanna..i just really wanna be with youh..i glance your way and youh look towards me and for a second are eyes meet and then i look away cause i dont want youh to know..but then i do cause maybe something will happen..but what if nothing does…

Life is tO shOrt tO wake up in tha mOrnin with regretz, sO lOve tha ppl whO treat chu right. fOrget bOut tha Onez whO dOnt. & Belive dat errythin happenz fa a reasOn. If yu get a chance, take it. If it changez yur life, Let it. nObOdy said it wOuld be easy. Dey just prOmised it wOuld. BE WORTH IT!

[.♥i’VE TRiED REALLY HARD TOo GET OVER YOU// DOiN THiNGS LiKE KEEPiN BUSY && HANGOUT WiTH FRiENDS BUT i’VE COME TOo THA CONCLUSiON THAT i’M NeVEr GOiNG TOo GET OVER YU// i WANT THiNGS TOo BE LiKE THEY WERE… YOU KNO THE “GOOD TiMES” LiKE OUR LATE NiGHT CONVOS ABoUT ANYTHiNG THA WAYYY WE USED TOo JUSS SiT THERE && LoOK AT EACHOTHER && SAY NOTHiNG AT ALL BUT KNEW WAT EACHOTHER WAS THiNKiN// BUT THOOSE TiMES ARE UP && i’M PRETTY SURE THEY WiLL NEVER BE AGAiN// JUSS THA THoUGHT oF YOU USED TOo MAKE ME SMiLE// YOU WERE MY EVERYTHiNG♥.]

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