31. October 2008 by Katey.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

-EE Cummings-

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28. October 2008 by Katey.

Will you turn my world upside-down?
Will you wake up next to me?
You seem to be like some kind of dream
Will you break my heart and leave?
I don’t think you’ll break my heart and leave, but i’ve been wrong before.
Will you be the one who holds my hand, the one that hugs me when i’m cold, and the one that kisses my forehead before i go to bed.
Will you be the one i walk down the aisle with?
Be the one i sit next to for the rest of my life, the one i’ll grow old with.
Will you be the one that i love for eternity and even longer ?
But most of all will you be the one that takes my hand and kisses me on the forehead and tell me everything is going to be alright and that you’ll love me and hold me in your arms forever.

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28. October 2008 by Katey.

y0u can 0nly hav3 0n3 wif3y in y0ur lif3. juss b3caus3 y0u b3c0m3 fri3nds wit s0m30n3 3ls3 d0nt m3an y0u n33d to0 talk shit. th3 0th3r fri3nd might b3 j3alious caus3 y0u hav3 th3 p3rf3ct wif3y n th3y wish th3y c0uld b3 in y0ur sp0t. but th3y cant b3caus3 3v3n th0ugh y0u might call an0th3r gurl y0ur wif3y th3r3 was a sp3cial r3ason that y0u mad3 that 0n3 sp3cial p3rs0n y0ur wif3y. y0u might 3nd 0f n0t b3ing fri3nds wit y0ur wif3y anymor3 b3caus3 0f stupid shit y0u said wh3n y0u to0 w3r3 in a fight 0r b3caus3 0th3r gurls mak3 up shit caus3 th3r3 j3ali0us but n0 matt3r what y0u will always hav3 y0u sp3cial wif3y 0n y0ur mind n in y0ur h3art♥

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27. October 2008 by Katey.

What every kiss means

~Kiss on the stomach = I’m ready

~Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we’re together forever

~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything

~Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute

~Kiss on the Hand = I adore you

~Kiss on the Neck = We belong together

~Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you

~Kiss on the Lips = I LOVE U

What the gesture means…

~Holding Hands = We definitely like each other

~Slap on the butt = That’s mine

~Holding on tight = I don’t want to let go

~Looking into each other’s Eyes = I just plain LOVE

~Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me

~Arms around the Waist = I love you too much to let go

~Laughing while Kissing = I am completely comfortable with you
***Advice***

*Dont ask for a kiss, take one.*

**If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you’re definitely in Love.**

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27. October 2008 by Katey.

I want a boy who will be true to me

unlike

the rest;

I don’t want him to be perfect, I want him to be able to laugh at me when I fall down but then help me up, to make silly Inside jokes that only we can really laugh about, who would shove Ice cream In my face, who will wrestle with me, who shows me off to his friends constantly, who shares at least some of the same interests as me, someone who will kiss me in the rain, who will give me piggy back rides, who will take the cutest pictures that not even photobucket has, someone who will kiss me at random times, tell me he loves me randomly, who treats me with respect, someone who doesn’t just want sex, someone who won’t use me to get with my friends or anything, someone who will call our relationship true, someone who i can fight with over who loves who more, someone who will never hit me, I want someone who i can fight with but five seconds later be all lovey dovey with, I wanna hear the little kids going ‘ewe, their all gooshy mooshy’, I want someone who will go to the park to play on the swings or the slide with me, someone who won’t judge me for who i am, someone who won’t try and change me, someone who will always want to be with me but not be mad if i have different plans with my friends or anything, someone who will take me to the movies on Friday nights just to secretly show me off to all the jealous guys, someone who will tell me how beautiful i really am inside and out, who will call me at four In the morning to tell me he can’t stop thinking about me, Someone who will sit and just talk to me on the phone all night talking about the most random and cutest things, who sings the cutest songs to me, who doesn’t think me sleeping with stuffed animals still Is stupid, for him to wrap his arms around me & tell me how much he loves me, someone to look at the stars with, watch movies on Sunday afternoon’s & just cuddle, someone who Isin’t selfish and doesn’t mind me being the child that I still am, to sneak out at night just to give me kisses & hold me before he goes to sleep, to be able to fall asleep In his arms and wake up to the warmth of his body next to mine, I want to be able to call him not only my boyfriend but my best friend, I want to be his one and only, his highschool sweetheart that he tells his kids about when he gets older. I don’t want him to be to shy to make the first move, to ask me anything & everything for advice, but most of all;

I just want to find that boy who actually loves me for once.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

you thought you had me fooled
sorry babe, you’re gonna get overruled
you thought I couldnt live without you
hun, i dont even wanna think about you
you thought you had me in the palm of your hand
now i’m slipping through your fingers like sand
I’m not waiting for you to make up your mind
sorry but im just not the kind
yes. i’ll miss your kisses.
and i’ll miss your face
i’ll miss you holding me in your arms
and if you werent there i’d call you just in case
i’ll miss our late night phone calls
and holding your hand
i’ll miss everything about you
but i’ll have to get over it and,
you’re probably thinking “yeah right, she’s crazy”
that might be true.
but only for you baby.
i hate how i want you still
and you dont even care
you only like me a “little”
thats what you said after you promised you’d always be there.
you promised you’d love me forever
but forever’s a long time hun
so as soon as that slut came along
you just knew you had to run
so now that i’ve told you this
you know i would never do that to you
and i know you’ll never find someone else like me
they usually never do
so i guess i just poured my heart out for you
and now i’m taking it back
i’m gonna stop wasting my time wishing
honey.
i’m kinda over you
but i still think of you when i hear every slow song
and i cry sometimes just thinking about how you did me wrong.
and you thought i wouldnt ever be strong enough to move on.
but umm sweetie.
you thought wrong.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

Im Sorry.

-that i dont act like someone else to get noticed

-that i do my own thing

-that i experiment

-that im not so skinny that you can see all my bones

-im sorry

-that i dont give a fuck

-that i dont judge

-that i treat ppl how i know they should be treated

-but most of all

-im sorry im not fake.

-im sorry i dont do any sports

-that i dont think that my opinions dont matter

-im not “popular”

-that i chose things that make me feel better

-i dont wear hollister and american eagle

-im not a slut

-i wont drop my pants for you in a second

-im sorry

-im sorry that i wasted your time

85%

of the girls at my school think that they can walk all over people that arent like them.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

She walked through the hallways lonely and depressed. She was always
self-conscious of how she dressed. She always wanted to impress one
special guy. Every minute of everyday she would try and try. She always
looked at him from across the room. Every time she thinks of him her
heart goes boom. She wants him to love and hold her close. He was the
one she adores most. She really wanted to ask him out. But her heart
would be full of doubt.She thinks of him everyday. She always tries to
think of things to say. She wants him to notice her so bad. She thinks
of the good times they could have had.She wants him and her to be
together always. And from across the room she would gaze. She kept all
her love and feelings stuck inside. She couldn’t figure out why she
wanted it all to hide.She tried to get together all the things she
would have said. But she couldn’t get it all straight in her head. She
was thinking to herself maybe there isn’t any real way. She worried
about herself every single day. Then she finally found out he liked
another girl. And once it hit her, it gave her head a whirl. She
finally decided that she would never be good enough for him. Once she
figured it out it made her day very dim. She found out that he would
love her, never. And that she wouldn’t be good enough for him, ever.

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26. October 2008 by Katey.

i see youh everyday with that one chick..and i keep thinkin how that could have been us..i see youh everywere i go..no matter how bad i dont wanna..i just really wanna be with youh..i glance your way and youh look towards me and for a second are eyes meet and then i look away cause i dont want youh to know..but then i do cause maybe something will happen..but what if nothing does…

Life is tO shOrt tO wake up in tha mOrnin with regretz, sO lOve tha ppl whO treat chu right. fOrget bOut tha Onez whO dOnt. & Belive dat errythin happenz fa a reasOn. If yu get a chance, take it. If it changez yur life, Let it. nObOdy said it wOuld be easy. Dey just prOmised it wOuld. BE WORTH IT!

[.♥i’VE TRiED REALLY HARD TOo GET OVER YOU// DOiN THiNGS LiKE KEEPiN BUSY && HANGOUT WiTH FRiENDS BUT i’VE COME TOo THA CONCLUSiON THAT i’M NeVEr GOiNG TOo GET OVER YU// i WANT THiNGS TOo BE LiKE THEY WERE… YOU KNO THE “GOOD TiMES” LiKE OUR LATE NiGHT CONVOS ABoUT ANYTHiNG THA WAYYY WE USED TOo JUSS SiT THERE && LoOK AT EACHOTHER && SAY NOTHiNG AT ALL BUT KNEW WAT EACHOTHER WAS THiNKiN// BUT THOOSE TiMES ARE UP && i’M PRETTY SURE THEY WiLL NEVER BE AGAiN// JUSS THA THoUGHT oF YOU USED TOo MAKE ME SMiLE// YOU WERE MY EVERYTHiNG♥.]

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